Move bitch, Get out my way!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

i totally suck at it

whats has got into me?

whats with the daily moodswings?

whats with the fucking attitude?

whats with the silence ryzal?

fuck lar!

and now whats ur problem?

arent you happy with your life right now?

im sure you are right.

then?

whats with the sacarstic-ness?

i couldnt care-less anymore lar.

hidop kau, kau peh pasal lar ehk.

aku da tkde kene mengena dgn kau lagi.

fuck all those promises,

fuck all those memories ok.

and i dont know if i should blog this here or not.

i suck at it.

i really do.

i cant freestyle.

fuck!

ryzal did you made a mistake?

sigh.

yes im super down right now.

no one can even cheer me up lar.

not even my own brother.

each time i saw them doing what they doing,

i'll get irritated, then i'll get moody, and then i'll get angry with myself.

wtf ryzal!

aku malu dgn diri aku sendiri.

why cant i do what they do?

am i stupid or what?

its not that im tryna follow others or what.

but its what i like and i cant do what i like.

and yes, sometimes i felt left out.

it sucks to have that kind of feeling whereby,

they were talking bout something,

and you're clueless bout it.

if i were to ask, then others will say im kpo or what.

damn you ryzal.

i hate myself for being this way.

why cant i just be happy and go with the flow?

if any of you knows what im tryna say here,

do not ask me bout it please.

i dont want to talk bout this in the real world.

this is the only way i cant really let out what im feeling.

Sunday, November 8, 2009

falling for you

i'm back again!
it has been a power pack week.
ignorance has been my vision.
who gives a fuck right?

thanks to someone(i dont want to mention names),
even my primary school friends knows bout my relationship status.
suke2 per sebar kan berita.
BODOH!
if u think its u then its u.

oh! why did u tell others bout my side of the story?
why did u tell ur side?
malu?
relek sudah eh.
standard, ni sume standard.
part part gini sume, lelaki yg kene.
da masak nah dgn pompan peh perangai.

but who gives a shit?
i've moved on.
im happy with my life and being with someone right now.

dance has been always great.
had a rough idea of what we gonna do for beach fiesta.
and showcase is in less than 2 weeks time.
power!

and our dance t-shirt is done!
i swear its nice.
those who dont like it,
read this >>>> FUCK YOU!

yesterday went out with the dance peeps and lyana.
had lunch @ beach road.
then went to bugis street to do some shopping.
me, dan, sap and nad got ourselves the same bag!
baik korg!
diam uh!
sabar ye nak!
eh video pulak!
da diam.
hahaha.

then headed to far east plaza.
lyana wanted to get her shoes from leftfoot.
but none caught her eyes i guess.
slacked in front of the 7-11 and trained to yishun.
nad, sap and dan continued their journey to woodlands.
teman-ed lyana to northpoint to get her shoes there,
but sadly its out of stock.
nvm2 monday we go tamp mall nye k.

send her home.
took bus 856 to sembawang.
i dropped @ sembawang mrt station while she continued her journey.
meet up with the others again.
but nad went home already.
so slack with the boys.

at about 1030 dan went back,
me and sap slack till 11pm.
went seperate ways.
took 168,
and guess what?!
saw 2 of the voguelicious members.
took the same bus as me.
-_-"

haha.
k dropped at tamp library adn took another bus home.
reach home,
bath-ed, online-ed then sleep.

today's plan,
might be going woodlands to get my cargio pants,
then meet hakim for study session,
then off to work.

no pics for today.
AKU MALAS!

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

its the beginning of the end

Yeah! finally back!

life been great.

full of ups and downs.

ouh just wanne say that im back to SINGLE LIFE *single ladies song on my head*

hahaha.

there are many more fishes in the water,

and was lucky to have my spare parts.

didnt waste my chance of what i did in the club!

baik!!!!

ape saiful?

gemuk pun gemuk lar ehk.

janji hot!

hahaha.

siak sak aku.

yes, perangai sial aku da dtg balik!

you people haven seen the worst.

it has been a daily routine for many of us.

its has been school, dance, home

school, dance, home.

hahaha.

but its fun though.

to meet the people that im beginning to treasure.

RHYTHMIC SOULS LOVE RIZAL!!!

hahahaha...

i really need to get somthing out from my chest,

and find out the truth from the person itself.

but its so hard for me to even talk bout it.

susah tau.

ingat senang per.

haha.

maybe soon uh.

kepade sesiapa yg aku maksod kan ni, standby lar yer.

the funniest thing happen ytd at work.

haha.

took an advance order for this person to mandai west campsite,

he wants it at 12.3oam,

so i change2 all the timing,

and got to know that i sent a way way way way advanced order!

which will reach him in 2011.

hahahahaha.

hub manager called and told another agent bout it.
i was like wtf!!!!
giler per aku.

i swear i was sleepy while at work.

thanks hayati for layaning karenah aku.

cant wait to meet R.S again later.

here's some pics,

i randomly pick and upload.

Monday, October 26, 2009

POWERHOUSE!

Hey hey!!!

1 week has past and i've not update.
here it goes.
the week has been great.
had good and bad news or i rather call it dissappointing decision.

lets start with the bad one first,
Rhythmic Souls has come to a decision of not joining Dance Xplosion 4.
yes yes, i know we been practicing hard...
but under some circumstances we decided not to join and focus on upcoming performance,
and competition.
lynn, i wish ur crew, D'Rush all the best for it aite!
no worries, we can join next year's one.

good news.
im attached with my dearly fatimah.
hope this realtionship with her last long.
im just too happy to be with u,
been waiting for this day and it happened.
and bout that guy, ignore him k,
his just plain jealous.
tell him karma can go suck my balls!

another good news,
i will be attending a award presentation this friday,
over at ITE HQ.
i was shocked to hear that i was one of the TOP student in ME 1B.
gosh! how happy can i be man.

k next,
had our Bridge Leader 2D1N camp held in ITE Tampines.
was in Group 6 with fatimah.
we named ourselves as KILLER BEES.
the group members were great.
was appointted as the leader.

we had a mini dance comp in the audi,
and i felt that i suck at it.
i really2 cant dance to any random songs.
sigh!
how do i improve on this seh?
sedih tau.....

camp ended oon sunday evening.
rushed home,
and changed.
cause we had plans for that night.

met up with them again @ 1030.
i was late.
headed to.... ST JAMES!!!
party night!
went to POWERHOUSE.
music was great,
atmosphere was awesome.
i want to go again!
dance all night long.
reach home at 8am and went to sleep.

thats all for now i guess,
here's the pics for last sat's clubbing night.